01 April 2010

Love Loves Me Back..

It has been a long time since my last post about my love life.. Well actually everyone said that i shouldn't expose my love story too much, especially in my blog :)
So, I will follow them, not telling my love life too much but just a part of it..
This is April guys! Yes, it is 1st of April that means Fool's day! But for me it means more than that..
I just realized that this day was my 5th months anniversary of beeing single :)
That statisfied me because 5months ago I don't think that I can move on after having a very bad night mare of my relationship..But now I know that I was wrong!
Even after 5months I still can forget and forgive what happened last year, when someone cheated on me that hurts me so bad and that is the worst thing that have hurt me in my life..
Well, 5months for me being single means 4months for them being together..
Hmm, oke once again that is the ugly truth..Although I still can't get the reason why he can treat me like that, I try to move on and go hrough it with the thought of that they have already happy together, so why can't I?
I try to find someone out there who is better than HIM! Yeah, but maybe I haven't find it yet :) But I'm sure I will..
Let me tell you about my new concept of loving..I call it "Sailing principle"
Just imagine that you are a fisherman who is searching for a fresh big fish (imagine that the fish are your future guy) Every girls must be wanted to have a perfect boy for them so sailed calmly :)
If one day you're sailing in the ocean and you find an appropriate fish, catch that fish and bring it to the ship but still remember to keep searching for another fish because maybe the fish you have caught isn't as good as you have thought about it before! It's fine to caught and kept more than one fish before you pull over and put the anchor on the beach..
Girls think carefully about choosing a right guy for you, if the fish you have caught not suit you enough just throw them back again to the ocean, don't ever thought about pull over your ship with bringing the bad fish with you (that's why I suggest you to sailing on the ocean not swimming in the ocean, because by sailing you can keep and choose the fish MORE than if you were swimming)
That's all about my Sailing Principle, sorry for the guys if they are offended..I don't mean that..
I just want to keep all girl's heart