apa hubungan mu sama michael wong? *cuitt cuittt* hahaha.

Haha..siapa ini? sekarang bisa gw jawab nih pertanyaanya setelah 3 minggu :p

Jawabannya ada di 2 post sebelumnya :)

Ask me anything

How could I'm not melting?

Last Tuesday Michael and I went to Seggara..We haven't planned it before, it just our sudden decision..
Actually we just wanted to have some dinner that night and we don't know where :)

Seggara was a beautiful place, but I think we should go there before the night or maybe during the sunset..because when I go there at 8 o'clock last Tuesday the view isn't that beautiful than it should be.. I just can saw a dark secenery, I couldn't see the sea at all..
Well, Michael and me only ordered mashed potato with gratin and a glass of ice chocolate mint there..(because we have plan to eat "nasi gila" after that :p )
I took a picture of Michael when we are in Seggara, here it is

When we got back to the car, Michael opened the car door for me and then he asked me not to look back when he opened the back door..
And here are the special part! I just can't stop smiling :) :) :) haha..
Michael gave me a bouquet of flowers..
It was 10 red roses with pink bow..
I really don't expect it, that's why I'm so happy..
And "How could I'm not melting??"
I asked you girlss!

Taking a risk for my happiness :)

Hi..Just confused what should I write down to this post haha..
I just can't stop smiling since I wrote down the title of this post..
Well, finally I can tell you all that I've found my new boyfriend, his name is Michael Wong and that's it about him :)
Actually I write down this post just want to talk about

"Taking a risk"

This post inspired by my FBI, Clive..
When I told him as my promise not to let him know that I was in relation from someone else, he just asked me back a simple question..

"Are you ready if someday you'll get hurt again?"

I just can reply his bbm "S***! What kind of question is that?" and then I answer the question..

"I'm ready Clive! Those pain are just like snacks for me I've eaten them a lot!"

Hmm, that question is still in my head until now, especially after I heard from my friends that 6 months ago I just like a freak (Clive say that), I just like can't find my happiness (Sharon say that), and my friends Clarissa always told me to be tough, and don't want to be deceived by man anymore just like 6 months ago..

I'm wondering 

"What is exactly people saw from me 6 months ago? Am I really look that bad?

I'm glad that I have some amazing friends that care..They were just awesome and I don't want to lose them at all!

Thanks for making me realize about 

"I was 6 months ago" and "I am now"

And thanks for reminding me about

"How I should be so grateful that I've past that horrible time" and " How I should act like now"

Also thanks for saying that

"If something happens we are still friends"

Now I just waiting for someone to say

"I'll be there if you need me"
(kidding)

Taking a risk for me right now means that:

"If I had dared to go through a relationship, I also must have the courage to accept the bitterness"

23 May 2010

UPDATE!
Last Sunday was my big day! Why?
2 special things come to me, and I don't know how to stop smiling that day :)
I just move in to my new house at Gading Residence..
And later in the afternoon, Michael come to my house and then ask me out for accompany him to go to two different birthday places for his magic performance..
The first place is in Bintaro, the birthday girl was 7 years old and she is realy pretty :)
The second place is in Cipete, the birthday boy's name Brandon..His house is really big..there was a swimming pool there and there are many of security and security camera in that house..
I envy them, because their birthday party is more awesome than my sweet seventeen birthday party! haha.
Just wonder how spectacular their sweet seventeen party will be??
Well, the other special thing that come to me lately in that day was....
I have a new boyfriend also :) :) :) (a big big smile)

Let's Play!

Yeahh finally I went to Dufan with my friends, yesterday..
All of us went there by busway..We arrived there just in time that the locket was opened..
So, Hans bought ticket for us using STNK (sign laters of vehicle ownership) so it will be buy one get one ticket :)

Me and Irene waiting for our tickets

After we got our tickets, we all use the sunblock before entering Dufan..Yeah, play time!

We with the Dufan's Mascot

First, we play Kora-Kora but only 9 of us who played this..Irene didn't want to :) after that we played Journey to Center of The Earth (wings), we played it because the queue is still empty! And next, we played Pontang-Pontang, this game is really hurt me..because until now I can feel the pain of my 2 arms that has been try to hold my body stay in the place and not press irene's body so much!

 I was sitting at the back with Sharon :)

Me and Irene before the game starts..

It's already 12 o'clock and Michael say that he was hungry, so we decided to had lunch in McDonalds..

My menu : Beef burger + French fries + Coca cola

After lunch, we all played star wars..Why? because it was the nearest game from McDonalds :)

And because of Dennis never played Halilintar, we decided to play it for him after the star wars!

  The girls team and the boy teams were ready for the battle!

The next 2 game that we played was awsome! They were Power Surge and Tornado..

I played both of it and it was nice :)

Only Marcel, Hans, Ichel, Dennis, Mimi, and me who played it

After feeling dizzy because of the Tornado, we want for some refreshing game..Niagara! But that game was closed :(  So we just played "Rumah miring" and then "Ontang Anting" ( I don't played this game because I still felt dizzy)

and then we go straigh to "Arung Jeram"

We already get wet in the queue for Arung Jeram

Now after getting wet because of "Arung Jeram" we all changed our clothes and then some of us having their dinner, and the others playing the carousel..

And I get my white horse when we ara playing at the carousel! Happy ^^

I just want to took a picture on the carousel when the light has ON, my last wish to do in Dufan that day :)

New Year Resolution Checked!

Well, it has been a long time since I posted something about my feeling, umm, love life feeling especially..
Yeah I know, I'm quite rare to post it because I don't want to expose it a lot to everyone (my mom told me not to let everyone know exactly what I'm feeling, because it just embarrassing me sometimes)
And another reason for that is actually I don't have any stories about my love life that I can tell it to you all..
After 6 months being single, umm, nothing I could tell more..My love life seems flat, people come and go, and that's it..Still no one can take away my pain :)
Even though I write in my new year resolution that I shouldn't get easily be cured, I still can't prove it..
But I hope I will, as soon as possible! I'm trying to trust somebody again :)

By the way, talking about my new year resolution that I arranged it seriously last January, I could tell you all that I can prove that I've done all the points there except to enjoy my college life :)
Because I haven't got my college life but it will starts soon!

Oke, then how can I do all my new year resolution? Well actually all of the points were interrelated..
First I told my self to become closer to God and my family, then I can start to think more mature..
I don't know how exactly God teach me how to be mature, but I just knew that when we are closer to Him, we no longer feel afraid to face anything..If I can't get something that I want, I know that God has prepared something better for me.

"If you ask God for something and He say "Ok", that things is exactly good for you..

And if He say "Wait", there is something better than it that soon God will give it to you..

And if it's a "No", God know that it's not exactly what you want and just believed that He has prepared something best for you.."

So, after knowing that I shouldn't feel afraid for everything again, how can any romance affect me too much now?? Is this a hard things for me to just forget him? Of course NOT..
I can reduce complain now, and I know how to be stronger now..
I can smile more! And let my self to bring my own joyful..
Happy to be me, happy to have Him in my life, and happy to have my family and friends :)

Golden Rules of Life

1st

Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life.. Relationships work best when they are balanced..

2nd
Never explain yourself to anyone.. because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who doesn't like you won't believe it..

3rd
When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.. when u keep saying you have no time, then you'll never have time.. when u keep saying that you'll do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come..

4th
When we wake up in the morning, we've 2 simple choices.. go back to sleep n dream, or wake up n chase those dreams.. choice is ours..

5th
We make them cry who care for us.. we cry for those who never care for us.. and we care for those who will never cry for us.. this is the truth of life, it's strange but true.. once u realize this, it's never too late to change..

6th
Don't make promise when you are in joy.. don't reply when you are sad.. don't take decision when you are angry.. think twice, act twice..

7th

Time is like a river.. you can't touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again..

Someone broadcast me a message via bbm, and i like this message a lot..So I think I want to share it with you all :)

G - day!

I have my graduation ceremony today and here are some photos of my graduation..

Future Sphere is Done!

So, my class has finished their job, becoming an EO for SMAK 5 2010 Farewell Party..
This party held at Fcone (FX Plaza) last Friday on 6.30 pm..
The trouble for me is to go there on time, why?
Because I just got there at 2 o'clock with Michael for delivering some equipment for the party's decoration..
And then we got back to Kelapa Gading to prepare our things and pick Jenny up..
When we went back to Fcone, there was a traffic jam..And it took me almost 2 hour to got there! It makes me, Michael, and Jenny worried..
And what makes me so worried again is that I still must go to the salon with Jenny because we haven't had our hair do..And I'm affraid that I will miss the opening..
But thanks God I got to Fcone at 6.30 SHARP!
And what surprising me is the decoration! It was so much better than when I visited it in the afternoon..
Thanks for Michael for his idea to add more baloon for the decoration, and thank you for the crew too :)

This are the photobooth, the background was made by SMAK 5 batch 15 's photos :)

Here are the main stage..

With our fabulous MC Freddy and Kado, I'm so glad having them in my party!

And last, it was the crew of Future Sphere (XII Social 2)

What I want to say right now is that we have done our job guys! Finally we have an opportunity to be an EO :) and not for an ordinary event actually but we have succeed to held a Farewell Party..An event of our last journey in Senior High..