I just can't stop smiling since I wrote down the title of this post..
Well, finally I can tell you all that I've found my new boyfriend, his name is Michael Wong and that's it about him :)
Actually I write down this post just want to talk about
"Taking a risk"
This post inspired by my FBI, Clive..
When I told him as my promise not to let him know that I was in relation from someone else, he just asked me back a simple question..
"Are you ready if someday you'll get hurt again?"
I just can reply his bbm "S***! What kind of question is that?" and then I answer the question..
"I'm ready Clive! Those pain are just like snacks for me I've eaten them a lot!"
Hmm, that question is still in my head until now, especially after I heard from my friends that 6 months ago I just like a freak (Clive say that), I just like can't find my happiness (Sharon say that), and my friends Clarissa always told me to be tough, and don't want to be deceived by man anymore just like 6 months ago..
I'm wondering
"What is exactly people saw from me 6 months ago? Am I really look that bad?
I'm glad that I have some amazing friends that care..They were just awesome and I don't want to lose them at all!
Thanks for making me realize about
"I was 6 months ago" and "I am now"
And thanks for reminding me about
"How I should be so grateful that I've past that horrible time" and " How I should act like now"
Also thanks for saying that
"If something happens we are still friends"
Now I just waiting for someone to say
"I'll be there if you need me"
(kidding)
(kidding)
Taking a risk for me right now means that:
"If I had dared to go through a relationship, I also must have the courage to accept the bitterness"
